Another Rainy Day. Today first time I rode my bike in a heavy rainfall. The fear of slipping down was there. but still dared to do that as travelling by bus has become a taboo for me, since I got my new Bike. I am planning for everything else, but studies. When am I going to start and how am I going to give my exam that is starting on the 7th of July. "God please help me" will be the most foolish statement that I can make today. I know God helps those who help themselves. Here, I am not studying at all and how can I ask the God for help. Five Big subjects, and zero knowledge, not zero exactly but still. Hope tomorrows day begins with my studies. There are so much things that are distracting me, another news made me sick today that was about a college girl who was killed by the police, who say that she was involved in the terrorist activities and was on her way, with three of her terrorist partners, to execute the chief minister of Gujarat State. But on the other hand, the truth is that she is a gal living in Mumbai, with her family of a widow mother and five younger sisters and one younger brother. Her family is financially very weak, but she was a hard working girl who was studying and at the sometime taking tutions of the kids in her society. Her family, friends and teacher say that she had very little time to spare from her work and study and it is totally impossible for her to do such kind of a criminal offence. God knows if all of them are lying, or the police is lying, or there is some political shit going around. My thought is her family was weak financially. The terrorist might have lured her by giving her a hope that if she helps them, they would look after their family. I feel that I am so political.