Right now I am feeling much more relaxed than the morning. The rather tense day has passed away and I have something new. Family has also started behaving normally to me. I guess it's that ludy luck who was accompanying me in my work, of course, she is Miss Dipti, my one and only girlfriend, whom I love very much. When I am with her, I feel that I have made only one right choice in my life. I don't know about my career, I don't know about my future. But I know if she is with me all things become so smooth. As each and every day passes, the more days passs, the more I fall in love with her. Slowly all her good qualities are revealing to me. I can now guess, why she can make friends so fast. She proves to be an excellent companion and a very comfy friend. If somebody compares the both of us, he is going to get the exact oppossite of each other. I guess that's why they say " Oppossites Attract". Hmmmm....... so what will the tomorrow bring.

Hope to start my studies from tomorrow. This Btech thing is killing me....

What am I going to do, carry on with my studies, go for the government exams or start my struggle as an actor. Help needed to set my mind..... anybody??????? can you hear me???? Are you there up in the sky????? Help Help, Help me set my mind, I will do the further required hard work. I am not afraid of driving, jus tell me which road to follow............

Another Rainy Day. Today first time I rode my bike in a heavy rainfall. The fear of slipping down was there. but still dared to do that as travelling by bus has become a taboo for me, since I got my new Bike. I am planning for everything else, but studies. When am I going to start and how am I going to give my exam that is starting on the 7th of July. "God please help me" will be the most foolish statement that I can make today. I know God helps those who help themselves. Here, I am not studying at all and how can I ask the God for help. Five Big subjects, and zero knowledge, not zero exactly but still. Hope tomorrows day begins with my studies. There are so much things that are distracting me, another news made me sick today that was about a college girl who was killed by the police, who say that she was involved in the terrorist activities and was on her way, with three of her terrorist partners, to execute the chief minister of Gujarat State. But on the other hand, the truth is that she is a gal living in Mumbai, with her family of a widow mother and five younger sisters and one younger brother. Her family is financially very weak, but she was a hard working girl who was studying and at the sometime taking tutions of the kids in her society. Her family, friends and teacher say that she had very little time to spare from her work and study and it is totally impossible for her to do such kind of a criminal offence. God knows if all of them are lying, or the police is lying, or there is some political shit going around. My thought is her family was weak financially. The terrorist might have lured her by giving her a hope that if she helps them, they would look after their family. I feel that I am so political.

It rained yesterday evening and it's still raining. The weather is so cool and pleasant. I love staring at the rain through the window, sipping a hot mug full of tea. But didn't feel like doing it today. Todays news shocked me in the morning. A train got de-railed and the first three compartments fell of from a bridge which the train was running on. Almost 30 killed till now, Innumerable passengers are injured. The reason I was shattered because the derailed train was following the same route which we travel while going to our native place. And, do you know why the train got derailed. Due to Bad Weather, says an official. See, this is the irony of life. I love this weather and due to the same weather hundreds are in trouble. The images on TV were shocking and I just wondered what would have gone through the minds of the passengers who were inside the train. What will be the condition of those who were trapped in between. God, Don't do this to the common man. Take away all the bad guys, ( Bad Guys, I dont mean by goons and underworld dons) I mean the politicians, the parasite of this country, eating it from the inside, making it weaker day by day.

Well! BlogDrive is faster than I thought. The other blogsite just died out crawling. Well its too late and I need to sleep now. Regular Blogging will be done from tommorrow